1 00:00:54,880 --> 00:00:59,750 In the winter of 2003 - 04, Subutex had a substitute drug for heroin, - 2 00:00:59,960 --> 00:01:03,874 replaced amphetamine as it most common intravenous drug - 3 00:01:04,080 --> 00:01:07,152 in northern Finland. It was smuggled in from France. 4 00:01:29,240 --> 00:01:33,950 I lived in Rovaniemi, unemployed and on social benefits. 5 00:01:34,240 --> 00:01:38,313 I used drugs almost daily. 6 00:01:40,160 --> 00:01:47,271 Then I started documenting life in my immediate surroundings. 7 00:01:58,200 --> 00:02:01,556 This story is about my friend Jani. 8 00:02:16,520 --> 00:02:19,239 I need to find a Mazda 323. 9 00:02:25,320 --> 00:02:29,154 If we don't find anyone here, we check the following parking lot. 10 00:02:43,480 --> 00:02:44,675 Measure. 11 00:02:46,840 --> 00:02:48,399 There will be someone... 12 00:02:49,240 --> 00:02:50,594 Didn't you hear? 13 00:02:50,800 --> 00:02:53,713 There are people there. -yes, yes... 14 00:03:33,280 --> 00:03:36,796 REINDEERS SPOTTING - THE ESCAPE FROM CHRISTMAS LAND 15 00:03:37,040 --> 00:03:40,158 We don't have to run anymore. 16 00:03:57,960 --> 00:03:59,678 Why not? 17 00:03:59,880 --> 00:04:04,078 I have a car stereo. 18 00:04:05,560 --> 00:04:09,394 It's a Sony. 19 00:04:10,680 --> 00:04:18,519 Xplod 4 x 50 W CDX-YYOOORX. 20 00:04:19,880 --> 00:04:22,599 A damn good Sony. 21 00:04:26,840 --> 00:04:28,911 And I have some money. 22 00:04:32,360 --> 00:04:34,078 The pussy though... 23 00:04:35,640 --> 00:04:40,157 Even half a pill. 24 00:04:41,040 --> 00:04:43,554 Can you help a little? 25 00:04:48,960 --> 00:04:52,476 I just need a fix. 26 00:04:58,160 --> 00:05:01,915 You would have run everything up. 27 00:05:02,720 --> 00:05:08,033 I only took half, so I have something left for the evening. 28 00:05:21,880 --> 00:05:26,078 Is this not enough? Still it takes a screw. 29 00:05:26,480 --> 00:05:29,120 I can bet that. 30 00:05:29,440 --> 00:05:32,592 I didn't say it wasn't enough. - Well, then. 31 00:05:32,920 --> 00:05:36,311 It's not enough for two fixes. - Of course it's enough. 32 00:05:36,560 --> 00:05:39,200 I took this much from Joonas. 33 00:05:39,360 --> 00:05:44,912 It took a while, but then it kicked in. 34 00:05:45,360 --> 00:05:49,911 Take some. -I don't want. 35 00:05:50,120 --> 00:05:54,034 Anyway. -Shut up, you. 36 00:06:12,000 --> 00:06:13,673 This is for the morning. 37 00:06:19,360 --> 00:06:22,830 Sex on amphetamines is so high. 38 00:06:24,040 --> 00:06:29,513 It's nice when the chick sucks cock and you become so stone-hard. 39 00:06:29,760 --> 00:06:33,833 You can fuck for three hours straight. 40 00:06:34,600 --> 00:06:36,955 It's hard fucking. 41 00:06:37,240 --> 00:06:41,279 I then say that, the bride gets the fuck of her life. 42 00:06:54,480 --> 00:06:55,515 Now they're going away 43 00:06:55,760 --> 00:07:00,038 Kiss the ass, bitches, time to pull Yes, you can tell crap from the good ones 44 00:07:00,280 --> 00:07:05,229 When alarms go off, they become speed You may feel some pain soon 45 00:07:05,480 --> 00:07:10,395 The cop spins around on the street Checks license plates like hell 46 00:07:10,600 --> 00:07:15,629 Luflslotten are built of concrete In the cage, the night alone is long 47 00:07:20,800 --> 00:07:24,430 Subutex active ingredient called buprenorphine. 48 00:07:24,760 --> 00:07:28,799 Like heroin and morphine, gives it a pleasant euphoria. 49 00:07:29,040 --> 00:07:33,034 I started doing drugs when I was 14. Alain narkkaan neüåntøista vanhana. 50 00:07:33,240 --> 00:07:35,231 Soon I will turn 20. Mie tåytän kohta kakskymmentå. 51 00:07:36,640 --> 00:07:41,510 I still use opioids. That fil/teen mia øøn pulled nøtlruja. 52 00:07:42,920 --> 00:07:45,833 Subutex and Temgesic. Subutexiâ and Temgesicia". 53 00:07:47,680 --> 00:07:49,273 Rovaniemi har varit - ønlra te' pirilraupunlri - 54 00:07:49,440 --> 00:07:51,556 en amphetaminestad jävligt länge. Ilran Vitun Irauanjø. 55 00:07:52,120 --> 00:07:56,239 Knarket kom hit rätt sent. Matta came here for the drugs - 56 00:07:56,400 --> 00:08:00,553 Men det kom för att stanna. late in principle, but surely. 57 00:08:17,320 --> 00:08:21,029 En stilla hemmakväll med kompisarna 58 00:08:21,240 --> 00:08:24,710 Gourmetmat and Subutex. 59 00:08:27,120 --> 00:08:32,069 hurt, hur mycket Subutex har du? 60 00:08:33,280 --> 00:08:35,032 Nog har jag lite. 61 00:08:35,520 --> 00:08:39,514 I wondered if I could buy half a tablet. 62 00:08:41,880 --> 00:08:47,512 What do you think? - I probably don't want to sell. 63 00:08:49,720 --> 00:08:51,393 Ids not now. 64 00:08:52,920 --> 00:08:56,709 Do not touch them with wet hands, I said. 65 00:08:58,760 --> 00:09:00,512 Do you have cuddles? 66 00:09:02,800 --> 00:09:06,714 Damn type! He asks for more than he cashed out. 67 00:09:07,400 --> 00:09:11,519 You profit from your friends. just nice... 68 00:09:18,480 --> 00:09:19,993 fucking robber. 69 00:09:20,320 --> 00:09:25,315 He requests 30 euros for a half, when he paid 50 for one. 70 00:09:50,880 --> 00:09:56,398 Is Dr. Pull head (len here Hmm? - Náy, he “is the bus. 71 00:09:56,760 --> 00:09:59,229 He is a good guy. 72 00:10:00,800 --> 00:10:03,758 Dr. Dre is the good guy in this one. 73 00:10:08,360 --> 00:10:13,309 Eminem is a crazy gunslinger. 74 00:10:14,560 --> 00:10:19,999 Snoop just smokes and relaxes. 75 00:10:20,240 --> 00:10:24,199 Right job for Snoop. 76 00:10:31,160 --> 00:10:35,154 Eminem is the world's biggest white rapper. 77 00:10:37,640 --> 00:10:42,350 After me, although I can of course not rap. 78 00:11:04,200 --> 00:11:07,750 So you want 30 for a half? 79 00:11:10,160 --> 00:11:11,559 Exactly that. 80 00:11:21,320 --> 00:11:23,596 Such a type. 81 00:11:26,000 --> 00:11:28,833 Just a handsome friend. 82 00:11:31,200 --> 00:11:37,196 I can be too a piece of crap sometimes. - yes, sometimes. 83 00:11:38,720 --> 00:11:41,189 Most of the time, I would say. 84 00:11:41,600 --> 00:11:43,591 Well, most of the time, huh? 85 00:11:44,360 --> 00:11:51,039 Mind your own business. - That's exactly what I do. 86 00:11:58,120 --> 00:12:00,191 Satan's idiot. 87 00:12:07,000 --> 00:12:11,710 You then have halls... Well, anyway. 88 00:13:08,480 --> 00:13:12,951 For a "misunderstanding" om ett inbrott som gick snett, - 89 00:13:13,280 --> 00:13:17,558 fick Jani two fingers avhuggna med en yxa. 90 00:13:19,160 --> 00:13:24,838 Jani planner att flytta från Rovaniemi. 91 00:13:30,040 --> 00:13:32,031 Overlivendaden beror - It depends on the psyche, - 92 00:13:32,200 --> 00:13:34,316 på ens eget psyche. How can I not see it? 93 00:13:36,840 --> 00:13:38,911 Stannar man hemma, - ja: sitá' Inenee kämpille mârelltimäân - 94 00:13:39,080 --> 00:13:40,514 eat inget- and nothing, - 95 00:13:41,400 --> 00:13:45,075 och bara sykk att man mår illa, - even thinks that' Fuck øn Imønø ølø, - 96 00:13:45,520 --> 00:13:48,353 så mår man öksås jävligt ilna. ønlran :itä Imønø ølø, matte when - 97 00:13:49,040 --> 00:13:51,509 Försöker man hollada sig vid liv - try even more under the yoke of those who live below and - 98 00:13:51,680 --> 00:13:57,278 och äta och så, då klarar man sig. eat it upside down, like that. 99 00:14:00,840 --> 00:14:03,036 Man must orka. 0n package. 100 00:14:07,000 --> 00:14:11,233 Rovaniemi is not such a Usel håla... Rovaniemi is this tuppukyla", Damn. 101 00:14:13,080 --> 00:14:15,276 Snow on winter, - In winter, a lot [give - 102 00:14:15,440 --> 00:14:17,795 expensive in the summer. and in the summer it's fucking cold". 103 00:14:18,080 --> 00:14:20,469 Vad let kan man say! What else can you say about this? 104 00:14:24,480 --> 00:14:27,836 Här har jag bott i hela mitt liv. Here it's gone.. Life revolved.. 105 00:14:28,000 --> 00:14:31,516 Månaderna och yearen bara susar. Kuulraudetja Vuøjet Wlüee Vaan silmlisâi. 106 00:14:32,600 --> 00:14:35,672 Still, they go so damn slow. Still, they go Damn Iritaastli. 107 00:14:39,720 --> 00:14:41,631 Ett saktot ställe - Tåâ' øn semmøne place, - 108 00:14:41,680 --> 00:14:43,591 vill man bara leave. why does Kaka want to drive away and - 109 00:14:43,880 --> 00:14:46,872 Haven't I ever been anywhere, - and: et øø Torn in his m/Z and - 110 00:14:47,760 --> 00:14:50,673 bara bot Rovaniemi... hundred. lived in Vaan Røvaniemellá", so no fuck... 111 00:14:50,920 --> 00:14:53,389 jag skulle då inte orka. I couldn't do it forever. 112 00:14:56,120 --> 00:14:59,829 Lika bra kunde man skyuta sig. It's the same as shooting a bullet into the skull. 113 00:15:05,440 --> 00:15:07,317 Här är man för lägt från allt. I'm too busy 114 00:15:07,840 --> 00:15:10,559 jag vill komma till mittpunkten. Go from cheap to central. 115 00:15:11,360 --> 00:15:12,953 I princi... Basically... 116 00:15:15,920 --> 00:15:18,275 i stormens öga. ...in mysryn's eye. 117 00:15:28,080 --> 00:15:31,357 Polisens tillslag i tracten - 118 00:15:31,680 --> 00:15:35,674 har temporary empty Staden på Subutex. 119 00:15:36,040 --> 00:15:40,876 Abstinence sets in. 120 00:15:55,640 --> 00:16:00,271 Det finns lagliga alternative: Diapam och brännvin. 121 00:16:11,960 --> 00:16:13,553 Var är min möss? 122 00:16:16,000 --> 00:16:20,597 Här ska festas. 123 00:16:22,640 --> 00:16:25,996 hurt, hur många piller har du kvar? 124 00:16:26,240 --> 00:16:30,279 Can you lend me five? - Kiss the pussy! 125 00:16:32,840 --> 00:16:38,472 Was the answer direct or indirect? - Think about it, you. 126 00:16:39,040 --> 00:16:41,236 Well, we'll see. 127 00:17:01,280 --> 00:17:06,992 This time it was Lapin Kansa faster than Santa Claus. 128 00:17:14,520 --> 00:17:18,639 Now it's Vill' against Lepsu. 129 00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:23,231 Hair is an even game. 130 00:17:25,160 --> 00:17:29,870 Hey huh, and a bottle of rum! But only after work. 131 00:17:34,320 --> 00:17:37,870 What is it what's so cool about reindeer? 132 00:17:39,080 --> 00:17:44,553 We checked a few types on their wallets. 133 00:17:45,920 --> 00:17:47,513 Damn! 134 00:17:48,880 --> 00:17:50,951 Hell anyway! 135 00:18:07,920 --> 00:18:10,230 He followed 136 00:18:17,120 --> 00:18:19,794 Where is the reindeer starting line? 137 00:18:20,240 --> 00:18:23,039 Of his life spends - 138 00:18:23,240 --> 00:18:30,351 an ordinary Finnish man 24 months in the army. 139 00:18:31,280 --> 00:18:34,557 Just think of the Russians. 140 00:18:34,760 --> 00:18:38,469 When they move in, they never come back. 141 00:18:39,240 --> 00:18:41,311 These are tough bids. 142 00:18:41,480 --> 00:18:48,750 Hard to say who will win, but we will receive the result immediately. 143 00:19:01,200 --> 00:19:06,878 Sister, I would stay, but the highway calls 144 00:19:07,720 --> 00:19:12,954 I hear the call of the city lights 145 00:19:14,160 --> 00:19:19,394 I would be happy to explain but the ship is waiting for me 146 00:19:20,120 --> 00:19:24,671 You are my dream but the world is real 147 00:19:25,160 --> 00:19:28,118 The world is real 148 00:19:35,920 --> 00:19:44,715 Cocaine, LSD and then ecstasy Koskenkorva on, it can't get any better' 149 00:19:45,200 --> 00:19:46,679 Too many 150 00:19:46,920 --> 00:19:50,117 Too many mushrooms I mumble to myself 151 00:19:50,280 --> 00:19:52,078 Too many 152 00:19:52,280 --> 00:19:56,069 Too many pills when I night after night 153 00:19:56,400 --> 00:20:02,078 becomes too much in love with you 154 00:20:02,520 --> 00:20:06,639 This is artist life 155 00:20:07,640 --> 00:20:11,349 for me, Melleri and Morrison 156 00:20:17,760 --> 00:20:19,114 You! 157 00:20:20,080 --> 00:20:21,673 What then? 158 00:20:26,720 --> 00:20:28,711 What does it take for him? 159 00:20:29,160 --> 00:20:31,754 Call me in ten minutes. 160 00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:37,836 Heard you've been messing around, that I'm a friend thief. 161 00:20:38,160 --> 00:20:42,154 Bullshit. We talked about it yesterday. 162 00:20:42,400 --> 00:20:47,190 I thought it was settled. -I just heard that. 163 00:20:47,400 --> 00:20:52,270 By whom? - What the hell does it matter? 164 00:20:52,640 --> 00:20:59,910 Whoever said that can kiss their ass. - Why did you say that? 165 00:21:00,280 --> 00:21:04,160 You could have taken my dope anytime, if you wanted. 166 00:21:04,400 --> 00:21:08,633 You accused me for taking your drug. 167 00:21:09,920 --> 00:21:12,594 Didn't we already agree? -yes. 168 00:21:13,480 --> 00:21:17,439 What are you calling me a thief for, then? - I don't. 169 00:21:17,800 --> 00:21:21,475 You have called me a thief. -I'm not accusing anyone. 170 00:21:21,680 --> 00:21:24,832 You have called me a thief. - Read my lips. 171 00:21:25,080 --> 00:21:27,435 I'm not calling you a thief. 172 00:21:31,680 --> 00:21:34,069 What are you saying now? 173 00:21:38,520 --> 00:21:42,354 I can't stand this. - You called me a thief. 174 00:21:45,520 --> 00:21:48,399 Well good. Believe who you want 175 00:21:51,240 --> 00:21:55,791 If someone says something like that... 176 00:22:00,880 --> 00:22:03,793 Did you hear? -yes, I heard. 177 00:22:06,280 --> 00:22:08,715 Maybe I said so, - 178 00:22:09,000 --> 00:22:13,119 when my drug was gone, and I was pissed off. 179 00:22:13,160 --> 00:22:19,236 I didn't mean it. We made up last night 180 00:22:19,440 --> 00:22:24,389 I didn't know last night, that you had called me a thief. 181 00:22:24,800 --> 00:22:28,031 Maybe I said so because I was pissed off - 182 00:22:28,240 --> 00:22:30,277 when my fixes disappeared. 183 00:22:30,480 --> 00:22:36,829 I didn't mean it. I trust you to the max. 184 00:22:37,320 --> 00:22:40,870 Just like that, and yet you call me a thief. 185 00:22:42,520 --> 00:22:46,275 Is that how you want it, I'm leaving here. 186 00:22:48,520 --> 00:22:51,080 I have never called anyone a friend thief. 187 00:22:51,280 --> 00:22:54,796 You were the one who accused me. 188 00:22:55,080 --> 00:22:58,118 I might have said so, when I was pissed off, - 189 00:22:58,320 --> 00:23:02,518 but we sorted it out last night. -I just heard it. 190 00:23:02,760 --> 00:23:08,392 Yes, and I said it then I was as angry as I could be. 191 00:23:08,600 --> 00:23:14,198 This makes me angry. - Don't you think that makes me angry? 192 00:23:16,080 --> 00:23:20,074 You called me a friend stealer, you who I thought was my friend. 193 00:23:20,320 --> 00:23:24,951 I don't think you're a thief, actually not. 194 00:23:27,320 --> 00:23:31,279 Why did you say that, then? -I was pissed off. 195 00:23:31,640 --> 00:23:32,914 It's the same thing- 196 00:23:33,160 --> 00:23:38,075 like when you are angry and say, that you will kill me. 197 00:23:38,440 --> 00:23:41,159 But I know, that you don't mean it. 198 00:23:41,720 --> 00:23:47,352 I never said that. -I said it as a metaphor. 199 00:23:47,560 --> 00:23:54,273 As if to say, that you are a friend thief. 200 00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:58,118 I never meant it. 201 00:24:01,480 --> 00:24:06,077 Okay. - It was just a misunderstanding. 202 00:24:06,720 --> 00:24:12,830 I hear something like that again... - You don't. 203 00:24:13,000 --> 00:24:18,154 You are one of three people, which I trust here. 204 00:24:18,480 --> 00:24:21,154 I hear something like that again, - 205 00:24:21,360 --> 00:24:24,751 I guarantee you gets rid of the rest of the fingers. 206 00:24:41,520 --> 00:24:44,194 Joni has nothing to drink. 207 00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:46,789 where is he -At Vilsu's. 208 00:24:47,040 --> 00:24:52,831 Where does he live? - At the Folkgatan gas station. 209 00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:55,350 I'll pick him up. 210 00:24:55,760 --> 00:25:00,789 You're not driving anywhere. -I broke a car. 211 00:25:01,040 --> 00:25:04,920 You must not drive. - But I drove here. 212 00:25:05,960 --> 00:25:09,112 Still. -I'm fit. 213 00:25:10,840 --> 00:25:12,956 You don't drive. 214 00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:21,153 Of course I drive. 215 00:25:24,560 --> 00:25:27,837 I stick and make some sick jab. 216 00:25:38,000 --> 00:25:42,233 A burglary in a factory premises fail - 217 00:25:42,440 --> 00:25:44,909 when the police show up. 218 00:26:08,600 --> 00:26:15,154 Jani is detained for three days. 219 00:26:18,240 --> 00:26:20,390 Three days in the cage, it tensed in the skull. 220 00:26:20,600 --> 00:26:23,513 We go somewhere for coffee. 221 00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:29,039 Jani, give some Temgesic. - The cop took my laptop. 222 00:26:29,280 --> 00:26:33,433 Can't, I only have one. - You promised me one. 223 00:26:33,600 --> 00:26:39,312 I said I could give one, if you hadn't taken anything. 224 00:26:39,640 --> 00:26:44,111 But you had. -I have to, I was so sick yesterday. 225 00:26:45,320 --> 00:26:47,277 I knew, that they have to let me go - 226 00:26:47,480 --> 00:26:50,996 if I kept my mouth shut for three days. 227 00:26:51,160 --> 00:26:54,471 I had "teemur" who was waiting at home. 228 00:26:54,680 --> 00:26:58,594 So it was just a matter of taking it easy. 229 00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:04,876 They still couldn't stay longer than three days. 230 00:27:07,840 --> 00:27:11,993 Did you deny everything? -I admitted attempted theft. 231 00:27:12,240 --> 00:27:16,120 Although it was gross theft, - 232 00:27:16,320 --> 00:27:20,200 for the friend grains away with stuff. 233 00:27:21,720 --> 00:27:27,079 It was not in vain, because I earn a thousand. 234 00:27:30,240 --> 00:27:31,674 It was too good. 235 00:27:32,040 --> 00:27:36,910 You always have to shut up in prison. 236 00:27:37,840 --> 00:27:39,877 After the first interrogation - 237 00:27:40,160 --> 00:27:44,791 I just repeated, that I have nothing to add. 238 00:27:45,600 --> 00:27:48,991 I stuck to that 239 00:27:52,400 --> 00:27:54,835 Today a new interrogator arrived. 240 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:59,836 First date Pääkkönen. then came ?cm The thumb. 241 00:28:00,400 --> 00:28:04,394 "Do you hear, Raappana, tell me who the other chick is." 242 00:28:04,560 --> 00:28:08,679 "You're making stötari companies, so why not take the punishment in company?" 243 00:28:08,840 --> 00:28:13,596 But it doesn't work that way. It is a tacit agreement. 244 00:28:13,840 --> 00:28:19,791 Whoever goes there, gets shit. This time it happened to be me. 245 00:28:20,000 --> 00:28:26,155 You are loyal to your friends. 246 00:28:26,520 --> 00:28:29,433 You keep your mouth shut. 247 00:28:30,600 --> 00:28:32,352 It's a horse like that. 248 00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:42,990 To check The Subutex Problem - 249 00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:50,277 the state offers the drug addicts free sedative medication. 250 00:28:50,960 --> 00:28:53,429 Can I have a glass of water? 251 00:28:53,480 --> 00:28:56,074 Or can you take them with tea? 252 00:28:56,400 --> 00:29:00,519 You don't need anything. 253 00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:04,519 Just goofing off. 254 00:29:07,440 --> 00:29:09,078 Yummy. 255 00:29:12,600 --> 00:29:16,389 You can take them, if you don't have taken something for a while. 256 00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:19,353 Scoop in 10 pieces and then you start sucking. 257 00:29:19,560 --> 00:29:23,872 Diapam tastes best of all the medicines I know. 258 00:29:24,080 --> 00:29:29,917 Yes, if it concerns the taste. No, Rivatrilar is better. 259 00:29:30,320 --> 00:29:32,118 Hell yeah, that's number one. 260 00:29:32,320 --> 00:29:34,311 It then tastes good. 261 00:29:34,640 --> 00:29:40,113 The taste is a mixture of licorice and mint. 262 00:29:40,960 --> 00:29:43,474 It's like eating candy. 263 00:29:45,120 --> 00:29:49,751 I love Tenox. 264 00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:54,597 Well no, it tastes like calcium. - But it's sweet. 265 00:29:56,000 --> 00:30:01,074 Try Rivatril. It's damn good. 266 00:30:01,280 --> 00:30:06,639 Tenox has that lime taste which I cannot stand. 267 00:30:07,120 --> 00:30:12,957 It becomes one that kind of smeared the mouth. 268 00:30:13,200 --> 00:30:17,114 Diapam melts nicely, layer by layer. 269 00:30:17,320 --> 00:30:19,630 It is held in one piece. 270 00:30:20,200 --> 00:30:22,794 At the station they wondered, - 271 00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:25,873 why i was so foggy in the morning. 272 00:30:26,080 --> 00:30:29,869 Wonder about it, when I had received 40 grams of Tenox, - 273 00:30:30,200 --> 00:30:34,512 200 grams of Sparine and hell knows what else. 274 00:30:34,720 --> 00:30:39,078 Yet I could not sleep, sure as hell I was hazy. 275 00:30:39,320 --> 00:30:43,234 It was damn annoying. - Sparine makes you dizzy. 276 00:30:44,680 --> 00:30:47,149 With that amount of pills - 277 00:30:47,320 --> 00:30:51,518 you could fall from a skyscraper without waking up. 278 00:30:51,680 --> 00:30:55,913 But I couldn't sleep. The eyes just stood in the skull. 279 00:30:56,680 --> 00:31:00,435 It was absolutely insane. - Why didn't you get any sleep? 280 00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:04,190 I had such severe withdrawal. Then you don't sleep. 281 00:31:06,120 --> 00:31:07,997 TINGSH US 282 00:31:11,520 --> 00:31:15,275 The prosecutor requests prison sentence for Jani. 283 00:31:15,480 --> 00:31:17,153 Jani is awaiting the court's decision. 284 00:31:20,520 --> 00:31:24,070 Aggravated drunken driving, felony against traffic safety, - 285 00:31:24,320 --> 00:31:30,032 some thefts, drug crime, drug possession, - 286 00:31:30,280 --> 00:31:34,353 a bunch of other shit. A bit of everything. 287 00:32:13,800 --> 00:32:18,033 If I go in now, I would choose Oulu. 288 00:32:18,880 --> 00:32:21,474 In Pelso you have to work. 289 00:32:21,720 --> 00:32:25,315 If you don't work, you get locked in the cell. 290 00:32:25,840 --> 00:32:30,357 Oulu is a pure holiday destination. 291 00:32:32,760 --> 00:32:36,196 In the winter, people prepare haffa - 292 00:32:36,400 --> 00:32:42,237 just to make ends meet and regular meals. 293 00:32:45,560 --> 00:32:48,757 They go in to rest up. 294 00:32:59,800 --> 00:33:02,918 I love my family more than anything. Perhe øn silti Mulle most rak/rain. 295 00:33:03,080 --> 00:33:06,710 It is the only sacred thing in my life. It's the only sad thing in my life. 296 00:33:08,360 --> 00:33:11,352 Det kan ingen ta ifrån mig. Where other beautiful things don't go... 297 00:33:11,560 --> 00:33:13,870 I won't give that - Hlrâ' they øø there matter. 298 00:33:14,080 --> 00:33:16,151 noat att göra med. They don't know anything about it. 299 00:33:16,360 --> 00:33:20,274 Värst är det för mamma. 0n it mutsillalrin Vittamainen alla täâ' ". 300 00:33:21,440 --> 00:33:23,590 Det är eb börda - because even though it's time - 301 00:33:23,760 --> 00:33:26,036 for her semmønen ballast manager. 302 00:33:27,680 --> 00:33:31,878 Föräldrar bukar anklaga sig selva - These Vanlremmi have a :emnrøne way - 303 00:33:32,160 --> 00:33:35,630 för Barnen's mistakes. to it: the children's Virlleütâ blames itself. 304 00:33:38,440 --> 00:33:41,956 jag pandemi snata som vällende ung. I started pinching Vitu when I was young. 305 00:33:42,160 --> 00:33:45,357 Nu är jag ju en mästertjuv. Now I'm just like Inestari. 306 00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:50,552 Som barn snattade vi godis och savot. Sita" as a puppy Stole candy and sweets. 307 00:33:50,760 --> 00:33:52,717 It was totally loose. It was absolutely stupid. 308 00:33:52,960 --> 00:33:54,951 When we started with riktiga stötar, - and keilrka when we started Ileittâ - 309 00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:56,752 var det inte för pengarna. so don't think about it, - 310 00:33:56,960 --> 00:33:58,553 We did it - when it's just the tension." 311 00:33:58,760 --> 00:34:01,320 for tension. and sitá' fiilktâ :ni/rä it becomes semmønen. 312 00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:06,470 Det utlöser adrenalin på ett particulare sätt. øman-like adrenal wool. 313 00:34:11,640 --> 00:34:13,756 Lönlöst att grubbla nu, - Tur/Ia :itä øn enäâ mirelrti" 314 00:34:13,960 --> 00:34:16,236 det är livet jag har valt Sitá' an 8150750004171 chose. 315 00:34:19,800 --> 00:34:21,438 Jag vill resa, - Päåsis just hurry to the trip. 316 00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:23,438 comma härifrån Mie Ilaluu ​​tâältá' pøis. 317 00:34:24,960 --> 00:34:27,156 As strong as possible. It's as simple as possible. 318 00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:32,875 I first need money. You should get the mat on the rally as well. 319 00:34:36,080 --> 00:34:38,037 That's how it is. See siiná' an. 320 00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:41,079 The verdict will be handed down in room 2. 321 00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:00,833 What does it look like? 322 00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:05,795 They want to put me in jail. 323 00:35:06,880 --> 00:35:09,679 To be! - They want to put me in jail. 324 00:35:09,880 --> 00:35:15,717 The district court judge to one year in prison. 325 00:35:15,960 --> 00:35:20,033 The sentence will be enforced this summer. 326 00:35:21,920 --> 00:35:25,515 Wllassup, wlrassup? - We go and take a trip. 327 00:35:26,120 --> 00:35:29,875 Well, Subutex? I'm not in on that. Ha ha... 328 00:35:34,680 --> 00:35:38,389 Can you lend me 50 euros for a while? 329 00:35:40,560 --> 00:35:43,393 I'm broke at the moment. 330 00:35:43,560 --> 00:35:47,076 All I get in now goes to the installments. 331 00:35:53,120 --> 00:35:54,997 This one then spins well. 332 00:35:57,160 --> 00:35:59,595 It's a 2 gigabyte machine. 333 00:35:59,840 --> 00:36:02,912 What kind of game is that? - Nightfire, with James Bond. 334 00:36:19,120 --> 00:36:21,316 Damn, it's ringing. 335 00:36:28,120 --> 00:36:32,239 Damn debts pressing on. 336 00:36:33,920 --> 00:36:37,151 I have to squeeze forward 60 euros, and fast. 337 00:36:37,360 --> 00:36:39,556 How can I live - 338 00:36:39,800 --> 00:36:43,316 of 80 euros a month from social? 339 00:36:43,520 --> 00:36:45,318 It is impossible. 340 00:36:45,480 --> 00:36:49,519 On the bitch's money I don't intend to live then. 341 00:36:53,120 --> 00:36:55,350 Are you wondering what I should do? 342 00:36:55,560 --> 00:36:59,633 It turns into stealing to stay alive. 343 00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:05,473 I do bumps and go back in, because of you. 344 00:37:06,800 --> 00:37:08,996 You cannot blame others. Et sie Vøisyyttaâ siitá' ketäân. 345 00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:20,998 jag ville bara slippa vardagen. From everyday life im) in principle. 346 00:37:22,240 --> 00:37:24,675 Att hitta sin egen grej - Then when [bys that story, - 347 00:37:24,840 --> 00:37:27,036 var so lovely. it was äiVäll Fucking Ina/Ita Vaa. 348 00:37:32,480 --> 00:37:34,756 När man tar Subutex - Nøjøs nøttku vütü, so - 349 00:37:34,800 --> 00:37:37,076 de allra första vangenna, - at the beginning of the evening; elmja tells, - 350 00:37:37,960 --> 00:37:40,554 comer man - it makes the same shit... 351 00:37:40,600 --> 00:37:44,036 i ett slags trance. Gets into a trance state that... 352 00:37:45,520 --> 00:37:47,477 Man kan resa vart som helst, - You can do that in a way - 353 00:37:47,640 --> 00:37:50,598 inne i sig själv. In øma mindå I travel :ni/lin Vaan. 354 00:37:51,480 --> 00:37:53,471 Man drömmer, men vaken, - When you see a waking dream, then - 355 00:37:53,640 --> 00:37:56,154 och kan sälv välja sina drömmar. :ie you see exactly what you are enjoying 356 00:37:59,400 --> 00:38:02,438 Man är vaken och sover simultanet. Sie øøt herreillá; but still you kind of sleep. 357 00:38:02,640 --> 00:38:05,712 Att drömma när man är vaken. Sie those dreams Ilereillál 358 00:38:07,800 --> 00:38:09,871 It's totally awesome. That's fucking awesome. 359 00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:11,912 It feels so wonderful - It comes to the whole body - 360 00:38:12,080 --> 00:38:14,435 i hela kroppen. such a fucking Ilyvä ølø. 361 00:38:15,080 --> 00:38:16,559 It doesn't work - I can't explain the devilâ - 362 00:38:16,720 --> 00:38:18,518 to describe it's just fucking... 363 00:38:21,440 --> 00:38:24,034 Men efter en tid - Don't wait any longer, then - 364 00:38:24,200 --> 00:38:26,953 märker man det inte länger. not even Imømaa, and: øn Vetýv. 365 00:38:42,560 --> 00:38:45,439 Before I was addicted to morphine Kyllá' Inie ölin in the lrøuku of mørfiiniinlr. 366 00:38:47,640 --> 00:38:49,313 Man tar det auch dagar - Matta, it took a couple of days; - 367 00:38:49,520 --> 00:38:51,716 och suddenly inser man, - then suddenly it had pulled a scythe - 368 00:38:51,960 --> 00:38:53,792 att det har gätt ett par vekor. and two. 369 00:38:55,800 --> 00:38:57,518 Below Sinnen töms. My mood was calm all night. 370 00:38:57,680 --> 00:39:00,354 I have a tank in my head. You didn't think about anything. 371 00:39:05,880 --> 00:39:08,474 Det ärjävliga saker, - It was such a fucking piece of stuff, - 372 00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:10,677 som tar livet av en. that :ii/len Imølee. 373 00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:15,796 Om inte nagat annat gör det. Sif/len Finally dies. 374 00:39:19,960 --> 00:39:21,473 Under spring - 375 00:39:21,720 --> 00:39:26,237 gör Janis missbruk him allt skvarare skuldsatt. 376 00:39:26,560 --> 00:39:30,349 Han söker metöder att betala szödlerna skulderna. 377 00:39:31,480 --> 00:39:37,635 Fängelselestraffets första dag närmar sig. 378 00:39:44,120 --> 00:39:46,794 Var är mina nalar? 379 00:39:52,360 --> 00:39:57,230 The following question; er de me? 380 00:40:04,320 --> 00:40:07,119 Det var då en skum manick. 381 00:40:11,320 --> 00:40:13,789 It got bloody mushy. 382 00:40:16,040 --> 00:40:17,678 Time to party... 383 00:40:23,400 --> 00:40:26,950 If you pass it through the filter, you avoid the lime. 384 00:40:27,800 --> 00:40:31,839 That's why I filter Subutex and Temgesic. 385 00:40:33,600 --> 00:40:40,233 Lime is bad for both the veins and the eyes. 386 00:40:42,200 --> 00:40:46,319 You may start to see blurry. 387 00:40:55,960 --> 00:40:59,078 Is there still pressure? 388 00:40:59,720 --> 00:41:02,360 Here is the pure dream spot. 389 00:41:10,760 --> 00:41:12,558 And one more. 390 00:41:14,120 --> 00:41:17,909 I want to check that all the crap comes along. 391 00:41:20,920 --> 00:41:24,629 Hello everyone, what a beautiful day! 392 00:41:26,560 --> 00:41:30,269 Summer will soon be here! 393 00:41:38,000 --> 00:41:40,753 You have a car, don't you? -yes. 394 00:41:44,240 --> 00:41:47,232 Do you have strainers? - No, they're out of stock. 395 00:41:51,320 --> 00:41:55,917 You go to Diapam, right? - No... 396 00:42:01,120 --> 00:42:04,795 I was up all night, took amphetamines. 397 00:42:05,840 --> 00:42:10,869 Two and a half grams. 398 00:42:13,800 --> 00:42:16,758 I stayed up all night. 399 00:42:20,600 --> 00:42:26,198 I was with Mika, he was going back to the hut. 400 00:42:27,640 --> 00:42:32,111 Was he on leave? How long does he have left? 401 00:42:33,080 --> 00:42:35,276 When will he get out? 402 00:42:40,920 --> 00:42:45,232 Give your phone, I have people to call. 403 00:42:45,400 --> 00:42:48,074 Everyone owes me money. 404 00:42:48,720 --> 00:42:51,633 Soon I must start bolting people up. 405 00:42:51,840 --> 00:42:53,558 I don't owe you. 406 00:42:55,680 --> 00:43:00,550 Then they just whine, that they have no money. 407 00:43:01,720 --> 00:43:04,997 A grenade launcher would be nice. - What did you say? 408 00:43:05,440 --> 00:43:07,272 If we had a grenade launcher, - 409 00:43:07,440 --> 00:43:10,034 could we do it we talked about yesterday. 410 00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:23,670 I was paid in cash. - But you didn't pay me. 411 00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:35,633 A family pack of needles and twenty... 412 00:43:40,080 --> 00:43:44,950 Twenty what then? - Twenty paper cups to filter Subutex. 413 00:43:48,640 --> 00:43:49,835 No. 414 00:43:52,800 --> 00:43:54,598 Titles anyone? 415 00:43:55,280 --> 00:43:59,114 Titles anyone? -Yes. 416 00:43:59,920 --> 00:44:01,513 NOW. 417 00:44:04,680 --> 00:44:09,834 A family pack of needles and twenty mugs. 418 00:44:12,400 --> 00:44:15,040 No, I'll just take ten. 419 00:44:17,120 --> 00:44:20,511 How many syringes and needles? - Five of both. 420 00:44:22,520 --> 00:44:26,673 To the whole family, mother, father and three children. 421 00:44:28,560 --> 00:44:30,710 And a small bag, please. 422 00:44:37,400 --> 00:44:41,678 It will be 2.70. - Be so good. 423 00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:46,676 Thanks. Do you need a receipt? - No thanks. Now I go and do drugs. 424 00:44:59,520 --> 00:45:01,511 Are you holding it? 425 00:45:10,640 --> 00:45:15,237 Take it easy, we are in no rush. 426 00:45:15,880 --> 00:45:18,713 What then? -I talked to Jani. 427 00:45:20,360 --> 00:45:25,275 He could drive slower. -that's right, we're in no hurry. 428 00:45:26,880 --> 00:45:30,350 How could I? drive slower? -What did you say? 429 00:45:30,560 --> 00:45:34,952 Even slower? - Drive like people. 430 00:45:36,960 --> 00:45:38,951 That's what I meant. 431 00:45:42,120 --> 00:45:46,000 Damn, I drive like people. 432 00:45:52,600 --> 00:45:56,719 The reflexes worked, the weasel survived. 433 00:46:05,720 --> 00:46:07,996 How to take the feeling, - Se on øilreestaan psyylrkeeestä kysi, - 434 00:46:08,160 --> 00:46:10,720 depends on the psyche. Miten :en silleen øttaa sen øløn. 435 00:46:11,680 --> 00:46:14,399 Här kan man inte sluta utva. You can't run out of visitors here... 436 00:46:16,680 --> 00:46:18,239 Below me vänner uses. All the guys used to - 437 00:46:18,400 --> 00:46:22,473 Är man utan ett slag, - jajøs sia øøt Vällän airraa without, - 438 00:46:22,640 --> 00:46:24,039 bjuder de. that's how you get it. 439 00:46:24,200 --> 00:46:26,032 Men ber man, - Matta Sitta Iru si you ask, - 440 00:46:26,200 --> 00:46:27,918 får man seiktet inte. then you certainly won't be bored. 441 00:46:28,080 --> 00:46:31,198 Så gemena är stupid här. Here I am such a crooked pøruklra that' WMI... 442 00:46:34,200 --> 00:46:37,238 No difference between friend and fiend. It's not really different from Varia Vihamiehest. 443 00:46:38,600 --> 00:46:41,672 En vän kan vara en fiende i morgon. It Vøi below the next day Villamies. 444 00:46:44,160 --> 00:46:47,118 Man blir vel - Finally sitá' ite/drf becomes samman/rs, - 445 00:46:47,280 --> 00:46:50,159 I'm dirty myself. when others do the same. 446 00:46:52,640 --> 00:46:54,074 jag vet inte om mina vänner - I don't know; My duck will also bleed - 447 00:46:54,240 --> 00:46:57,676 never been anywhere Torn Inissäân, matte - 448 00:46:57,880 --> 00:47:01,111 Man märker, att de vill härifrån. Iryllá' them so/rä tries to "get out of it". 449 00:47:02,160 --> 00:47:04,629 Många har nog åkt härifrån. and iso 05a an yldenyjo. 450 00:47:05,800 --> 00:47:08,110 Men inte så,- But they're not up to it, - 451 00:47:08,320 --> 00:47:09,993 which I will give up. niin/ra mia little pøis. 452 00:47:10,760 --> 00:47:12,751 They stay in Finland. Ne jââ' silti Suømeen. 453 00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:19,874 I can't even stay in Finland. En mia pysüisjäâmâän edes Suømeen. 454 00:47:21,400 --> 00:47:25,075 Two weeks later, Jani calls. 455 00:47:25,480 --> 00:47:31,158 “Pack your things. We leave in an hour!" 456 00:47:31,360 --> 00:47:35,399 I've been waiting for this so damn long on. 457 00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:37,358 I can't say it to the camera, - 458 00:47:37,720 --> 00:47:41,190 but yesterday it was a thing which succeeded very well. 459 00:47:41,400 --> 00:47:44,119 I'm so glad I'm going! 460 00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:47,552 Aren't you eager? 461 00:47:48,760 --> 00:47:53,277 It's so fucking crazy Take a few pams and relax! 462 00:47:53,520 --> 00:47:57,275 Take a RivatriL Or a pam. - Not now. I'll snore later. 463 00:47:57,480 --> 00:47:59,312 Piss off. 464 00:48:00,600 --> 00:48:04,389 Today in Finland, tomorrow in Parisl 465 00:48:07,200 --> 00:48:12,832 Jani has stolen 5000 euros from a grocery store - 466 00:48:13,040 --> 00:48:16,829 and decides to flee Finland. 467 00:48:28,360 --> 00:48:31,000 Now nothing goes wrong. 468 00:48:33,680 --> 00:48:35,796 What were you afraid of then? 469 00:48:37,320 --> 00:48:41,553 That I would be caught before we left. 470 00:48:44,560 --> 00:48:47,951 We can travel as long as we want. 471 00:48:48,200 --> 00:48:51,431 I intend to travel until the money runs out. 472 00:48:52,800 --> 00:48:56,430 And to get more money won't be a problem. 473 00:48:56,720 --> 00:49:00,395 Running out of money, can i get a job 474 00:49:00,800 --> 00:49:04,589 I don't think I'll be back. 475 00:49:04,880 --> 00:49:08,714 I have a backpack full with clothes, as you see. 476 00:49:10,400 --> 00:49:13,153 The sack full of clothes. 477 00:49:15,040 --> 00:49:22,071 And euros for 20,000 old marki wallet. 478 00:49:22,640 --> 00:49:24,074 More or less. 479 00:49:39,880 --> 00:49:44,272 We are in Stockholm. I have never been this far from home. 480 00:49:44,920 --> 00:49:46,433 What a place! 481 00:49:46,720 --> 00:49:53,035 Damn, the train station is as big as Rovaniemi. 482 00:49:54,320 --> 00:49:57,278 We go up. 483 00:50:21,240 --> 00:50:23,754 Nothing could be better now. 484 00:50:23,960 --> 00:50:26,793 Tomorrow we are in Copenhagen. 485 00:50:27,040 --> 00:50:31,477 Seven o'clock in the morning we trudge into Christiania. 486 00:50:31,680 --> 00:50:34,832 With brass smoke sweeping towards the face. 487 00:50:35,040 --> 00:50:38,954 I'm going to smoke a bamse joint as soon as I get there. 488 00:50:51,920 --> 00:50:55,038 Now we are in the free zone. 489 00:51:04,400 --> 00:51:06,630 Here everyone is familiar with each other. 490 00:51:07,200 --> 00:51:09,635 People greet each other to the right and left. 491 00:51:12,800 --> 00:51:17,590 They chug their morning joint and walks around smiling. 492 00:51:19,120 --> 00:51:21,839 This is fucking paradise! 493 00:51:22,920 --> 00:51:27,312 This is where I want to move, seriously. 494 00:51:31,560 --> 00:51:35,030 Do you think they'll let me build a small cabin here? 495 00:51:52,800 --> 00:51:57,192 Greetings to Rovaniemi Police. 496 00:51:57,960 --> 00:51:59,758 Your ?mouth 497 00:52:39,640 --> 00:52:42,632 I have nothing left in Rovaniemi. Ei mulla øø Rovaniemelä mitaân enäâl. 498 00:52:45,600 --> 00:52:49,309 Or something worldly exists, but... 0n sillajøtain goal list, mutta niin/rä.. 499 00:52:53,520 --> 00:52:55,397 My family is torn apart. Mun per/Je øn hajønnu. 500 00:52:57,480 --> 00:53:00,438 Mom just super... Ãiti Vaan Iyyppäál. 501 00:53:01,040 --> 00:53:03,554 i love them, - Kyllá' Inie rakastan niitá' kailrkia, - 502 00:53:03,720 --> 00:53:07,031 but i have my life. mat mulla an oma elämá' elettåváhä. 503 00:53:15,520 --> 00:53:19,832 In 20 minutes we will be in Paris. 504 00:53:20,760 --> 00:53:25,152 Then in another hour, can i get subutex 505 00:53:25,320 --> 00:53:29,393 I have not taken Subutex in four days. 506 00:53:29,760 --> 00:53:32,434 Not that I want to complain. 507 00:53:32,480 --> 00:53:36,189 I have experienced so many other nice things. 508 00:53:36,960 --> 00:53:42,353 But soon we will be in Paris. 509 00:53:51,600 --> 00:53:55,639 To check it serious drug problem, - 510 00:53:55,920 --> 00:54:00,153 offers the French state the drug addicts free Subutex medication. 511 00:54:03,040 --> 00:54:07,477 Some sell the medicine and buy stronger drugs: 512 00:54:07,680 --> 00:54:09,796 heroin or crack. 513 00:54:13,800 --> 00:54:15,916 We have reached the source - 514 00:54:16,120 --> 00:54:22,355 to that Subutex which sold illegally in Northern Europe. 515 00:54:44,400 --> 00:54:50,669 I want a room for two, with TV. 516 00:54:51,640 --> 00:54:53,677 Two people, one TV? 517 00:54:58,560 --> 00:55:00,392 What does she say? 518 00:55:08,040 --> 00:55:11,715 I don't think this is working, we go to another hotel. 519 00:55:11,920 --> 00:55:13,672 I want to light up. 520 00:55:13,880 --> 00:55:16,520 Do you understand English? I want to turn on! 521 00:55:22,720 --> 00:55:26,429 Pretty cool, though it will do. Close the door. 522 00:55:27,640 --> 00:55:30,314 Ladies and gentlemen, here we have Subutex. 523 00:55:30,520 --> 00:55:34,309 A packet of eight milligrams tablets, tax free. 524 00:55:36,400 --> 00:55:37,993 Press out. 525 00:55:39,160 --> 00:55:44,109 Forward with the pump, take a decent dose. 526 00:55:45,080 --> 00:55:47,799 In with the needle, a little water. 527 00:55:51,120 --> 00:55:54,511 Suppress, shake well. 528 00:55:55,440 --> 00:55:57,511 Read up, and it's clear. 529 00:55:58,080 --> 00:56:01,311 Put the needle on, shake a little more and postpone. 530 00:56:01,720 --> 00:56:03,916 Just to enjoy. Pax for the big bed. 531 00:56:07,320 --> 00:56:09,436 Check it all out 532 00:56:14,240 --> 00:56:15,753 Voilà 533 00:56:18,480 --> 00:56:22,439 How long does it take, before it seems? - Five minutes. 534 00:56:22,640 --> 00:56:25,598 But it already feels nice. 535 00:56:32,080 --> 00:56:35,391 Life couldn't be better, right? 536 00:56:35,600 --> 00:56:39,753 We are in Paris, I have a hell of a lot of Subutex. 537 00:56:39,920 --> 00:56:43,356 Show it to the audience again. 538 00:56:49,400 --> 00:56:51,550 I watch TV, - 539 00:56:51,960 --> 00:56:56,955 turns on and smokes a cigarette. 540 00:56:58,720 --> 00:57:04,272 And I have grass! i show that too, while we're at it. 541 00:57:09,000 --> 00:57:13,278 Herbs or flowers or grass. 542 00:57:25,240 --> 00:57:31,714 Damn, I got this waited for all my life. 543 00:57:37,360 --> 00:57:39,112 Soon I will get a new strainer. 544 00:57:46,680 --> 00:57:48,398 1555954 545 00:57:49,840 --> 00:57:52,480 Now we have reached the core. 546 00:57:53,360 --> 00:57:56,512 This is like America. 547 00:58:20,600 --> 00:58:26,755 I took a strainer on the toilet, on top of the Eiffel Tower. 548 00:58:27,400 --> 00:58:29,550 Everything is on tape. 549 00:59:07,960 --> 00:59:10,270 I could do nothing but gape - Kyllá' mulla øli mønttu aula; - 550 00:59:10,440 --> 00:59:12,158 när vi kom hit when Finne came. 551 00:59:13,920 --> 00:59:17,709 Folkmängden, - Vâenpaüøus and then the fact that' nia" Iradut, - 552 00:59:17,880 --> 00:59:20,235 as a gator. these are somehow similar... 553 00:59:21,600 --> 00:59:23,910 Som den här lilla gatan, - Like this little street, - 554 00:59:24,080 --> 00:59:25,673 så full av liv. tâynnä elâmââl. 555 00:59:29,160 --> 00:59:30,912 Den här "den - In Rovaniemi at this time - 556 00:59:31,080 --> 00:59:32,991 It's dark and silent in Rovaniemi. øis pimiâ' and Iliüa. 557 00:59:36,000 --> 00:59:38,640 Som du märker, - Matta so/m so Imømaa that' - 558 00:59:38,800 --> 00:59:42,395 I compare allt with Rovaniemi. to Iraiklrea Veltaajølløn/(in køvanieme. 559 00:59:46,520 --> 00:59:49,160 jag vill bara glömma allt där. Tuøn tilslen mia halva park. 560 01:00:31,360 --> 01:00:35,718 The heavy memories from Rovaniemi flies away - 561 01:00:35,920 --> 01:00:39,311 while the southern ones the landscapes pass by. 562 01:00:39,520 --> 01:00:43,798 The drug addiction is increasing day by day. 563 01:00:48,080 --> 01:00:50,276 First class! 564 01:00:52,920 --> 01:00:54,638 Window seats. 565 01:01:01,920 --> 01:01:05,675 I have to laugh. How lucky we were 566 01:01:05,960 --> 01:01:10,716 A nice room with a sea view, for just 100 euros. 567 01:01:11,920 --> 01:01:14,992 Soon we won't see the beach anymore. 568 01:01:16,440 --> 01:01:18,431 Time for my siL 569 01:01:20,480 --> 01:01:23,233 Time for you to sneak a line. 570 01:02:48,640 --> 01:02:52,349 I've pulled almost a plate, since we got off the boat. 571 01:02:53,080 --> 01:02:58,439 Hair? -yes, there are only two or three left. 572 01:03:22,880 --> 01:03:27,829 This has got to be the best place I've been to. 573 01:03:29,400 --> 01:03:32,279 Where are we, for the rest? 574 01:03:36,600 --> 01:03:39,069 I don't remember. 575 01:03:40,040 --> 01:03:42,793 Cefalu. -That's how it was. 576 01:03:43,240 --> 01:03:49,156 Subutex eats up memory. You forget things like that. 577 01:03:50,320 --> 01:03:56,874 You can use one and half a year, no problems. 578 01:03:57,080 --> 01:04:02,678 If you then take a break in maybe a week, - 579 01:04:02,840 --> 01:04:06,959 so on the fourth day you start to think - 580 01:04:07,440 --> 01:04:11,991 on what you have done for a year and a half. 581 01:04:12,200 --> 01:04:17,354 You don't remember a breath. Everything is as if shrouded in fog. 582 01:04:17,760 --> 01:04:21,310 I'm so sorry because I have used here. 583 01:04:22,200 --> 01:04:28,310 The doses are much higher than I would take in Rovaniemi. 584 01:04:28,920 --> 01:04:32,709 Now the tolerance is actually high. Should I try to stop now, - 585 01:04:32,920 --> 01:04:36,276 wouldn't any half Subutex work. 586 01:04:38,280 --> 01:04:42,911 I wanted to do this trip more than anything else. 587 01:04:46,360 --> 01:04:48,954 It has been such a great journey. 588 01:04:51,000 --> 01:04:53,560 I could have left Subutex. 589 01:04:56,160 --> 01:04:59,152 I could have used all my money for the trip. 590 01:05:00,360 --> 01:05:04,877 I could have bought just one package. 591 01:05:06,280 --> 01:05:09,159 I could have used it, - 592 01:05:09,360 --> 01:05:15,231 and quit while we was out on this trip. 593 01:05:17,000 --> 01:05:19,799 It had been a message. 594 01:05:22,120 --> 01:05:25,078 There are other things in life, than to do drugs. 595 01:06:10,360 --> 01:06:14,513 It tickles the nose. But after this I'll just snore. 596 01:06:15,920 --> 01:06:18,389 So? - That's right. 597 01:06:35,120 --> 01:06:37,839 Guess what I'm going to do. 598 01:06:38,880 --> 01:06:42,953 I throw away all my needles, and never injects again. 599 01:06:47,160 --> 01:06:51,199 A drastic decision, but so be it. 600 01:06:55,720 --> 01:06:57,358 Are you serious? 601 01:06:59,880 --> 01:07:01,393 Sends. 602 01:07:02,840 --> 01:07:09,712 Now I stop injecting. The last stitches. 603 01:07:09,960 --> 01:07:15,399 I put up my last sieve on the coast of Sicily. 604 01:07:28,320 --> 01:07:32,075 Besides traveling, I can imagine - Matlrustulaen ørlella mia øøn ajatellut - 605 01:07:32,240 --> 01:07:34,993 to live in Spain. Itteni asumaan Españaan. 606 01:07:36,840 --> 01:07:40,674 I would have a house, - Mie mean Españaan, mulla an ama tala, - 607 01:07:41,840 --> 01:07:46,152 a wife and a piece of land to cultivate. Vaimø, peltøa Vällän siina". 608 01:07:48,480 --> 01:07:51,120 I would work - Mie kån täëssci - 609 01:07:51,280 --> 01:07:54,477 and the wife would be at home with the children. vaima an pengke katona. Par load. 610 01:07:57,320 --> 01:07:59,709 I've already come this far, - Niin nyt mie øønjø Pour" asti menøssa, - 611 01:07:59,880 --> 01:08:04,477 so half of my dream has come true. niin Viiskytâ' prøsenttia øn unelmasta tøtta. 612 01:08:11,360 --> 01:08:13,749 I badly need a fix. 613 01:08:15,840 --> 01:08:18,229 But I don't feel like snoring. 614 01:08:18,440 --> 01:08:22,798 It burns and feels damn good in the nose. 615 01:08:23,920 --> 01:08:27,629 It does the same. I still don't take a siL 616 01:08:34,680 --> 01:08:38,275 If I had to decide, should Subutex be banned. 617 01:08:39,800 --> 01:08:43,350 The abuse, I mean. 618 01:08:45,000 --> 01:08:47,674 Or... I don't know. 619 01:08:48,360 --> 01:08:52,991 So that no one would try it. 620 01:08:54,200 --> 01:08:58,159 Other than heroin addicts, who actually need it - 621 01:08:58,360 --> 01:09:01,000 to normalize their lives. 622 01:09:02,120 --> 01:09:06,239 But I recommend not for myself. 623 01:09:06,480 --> 01:09:09,313 That will be enough for now. 624 01:09:10,240 --> 01:09:12,356 It's that simple. 625 01:09:12,560 --> 01:09:16,997 Or, isn't it simple, but that will be enough for now. 626 01:09:21,520 --> 01:09:25,275 Why do you want to quit? - What the hell do I know? 627 01:09:25,640 --> 01:09:29,076 Maybe I want to improve my quality of life. 628 01:10:05,200 --> 01:10:07,953 That bar is one damn advertisement. 629 01:10:11,320 --> 01:10:13,550 It resembles a retirement club. 630 01:10:17,800 --> 01:10:22,112 It is for careerists. They can watch commercials - 631 01:10:22,240 --> 01:10:26,632 and have a few drinks. Put on some more Gucci, dammit. 632 01:10:28,640 --> 01:10:31,314 Fucking crap boots r! 633 01:10:34,600 --> 01:10:36,796 What the fuck now...? 634 01:10:37,160 --> 01:10:40,232 We walk across the street. 635 01:10:41,560 --> 01:10:44,200 There's some crazy nudist. 636 01:10:47,360 --> 01:10:50,671 In Rovaniemi there is a Maire. 637 01:10:51,000 --> 01:10:58,157 She drifts about naked, when she's drunk. 638 01:10:58,360 --> 01:11:01,591 It is now like that in Rovaniemi, - 639 01:11:01,800 --> 01:11:07,876 but to run into a crazy nudist in the middle of the night in Rome! 640 01:11:09,920 --> 01:11:13,800 You still have to laugh. 641 01:11:14,920 --> 01:11:17,833 Roaming the streets of Rome, - 642 01:11:18,040 --> 01:11:21,192 I get an interesting text message: 643 01:11:21,400 --> 01:11:24,472 "Ask that damn Jani to get in touch, - 644 01:11:24,680 --> 01:11:28,230 otherwise I'll hit your apartment to pieces with the axe." 645 01:11:31,880 --> 01:11:33,678 This is Jani. 646 01:11:35,080 --> 01:11:38,869 Have you tried to get hold of me? 647 01:11:39,640 --> 01:11:42,393 Have you tried contacting me? 648 01:11:44,520 --> 01:11:47,114 I haven't had the opportunity to call. 649 01:11:50,360 --> 01:11:52,954 It has been lack of money, and so on. 650 01:11:54,360 --> 01:11:56,670 How are things at home? 651 01:12:00,120 --> 01:12:01,758 Who took it? 652 01:12:05,040 --> 01:12:07,634 Who took the car? 653 01:12:08,120 --> 01:12:11,511 I sensed, that I shouldn't have called. 654 01:12:12,440 --> 01:12:16,991 It would be easier not knowing what's going on there. 655 01:12:17,200 --> 01:12:19,555 Actually, I suck at it. 656 01:12:20,720 --> 01:12:25,271 That's why I paid all debts before I left. 657 01:12:25,480 --> 01:12:28,279 I didn't want to worry. 658 01:12:28,480 --> 01:12:34,396 For longers chasing me to collect debts. 659 01:12:35,000 --> 01:12:39,073 And now this I'm going crazy. 660 01:12:39,880 --> 01:12:42,918 It was a big mistake to call. 661 01:12:48,480 --> 01:12:53,156 The cop taps Pia's phone, do they know that I am in Italy. 662 01:12:54,400 --> 01:12:57,518 And now I should replace Kuoksa - 663 01:12:57,720 --> 01:13:00,519 for a car I don't even have. 664 01:13:01,760 --> 01:13:04,912 I can't take this, not the slightest. 665 01:13:06,880 --> 01:13:10,316 Those bastards believe they can control me. 666 01:13:10,480 --> 01:13:12,596 No chance. 667 01:13:21,760 --> 01:13:25,515 Then the devil can come after me. 668 01:13:27,280 --> 01:13:29,317 It's so unnerving. 669 01:13:33,080 --> 01:13:37,278 When one once has jammed into something, - 670 01:13:37,480 --> 01:13:40,950 you are stuck for the rest of your life. 671 01:13:44,760 --> 01:13:47,878 After a foam enough events in Rovaniemi - 672 01:13:48,080 --> 01:13:50,230 Jani is in debt again. 673 01:13:50,440 --> 01:13:53,319 His friend has been threatened. 674 01:13:54,720 --> 01:14:02,275 He must understand, that if I were a publican - 675 01:14:04,120 --> 01:14:08,000 I would never have even gotten me this far. 676 01:14:11,880 --> 01:14:15,839 But everything depends how he sees it. 677 01:14:17,160 --> 01:14:19,037 That is a completely different matter. 678 01:14:22,520 --> 01:14:25,876 How I lost my fingers is a completely different matter. 679 01:14:26,960 --> 01:14:31,113 I offered them myself. As compensation. 680 01:14:33,920 --> 01:14:36,230 That's the difference. 681 01:14:37,640 --> 01:14:40,109 There is a big difference. 682 01:14:47,920 --> 01:14:53,711 I told him to cut them, if it would make him happy. 683 01:15:02,800 --> 01:15:04,552 What do I know... 684 01:15:11,960 --> 01:15:15,669 We are coming to Spain. 685 01:15:23,160 --> 01:15:26,357 I haven't took some strain today. 686 01:15:28,040 --> 01:15:30,953 I was so cross this morning. 687 01:15:32,200 --> 01:15:37,434 I was freaking out, and did it too. 688 01:15:37,640 --> 01:15:44,273 Why? -I freaked out, because I couldn't take a sieve. 689 01:15:44,480 --> 01:15:47,154 I was so damn angry. 690 01:16:33,240 --> 01:16:36,312 I wish - Sit kø miulla on semmønen øma - 691 01:16:36,720 --> 01:16:39,678 a small house and a small piece of land. pieni speak yes øma peltø yes - 692 01:16:42,640 --> 01:16:44,517 It would be - niin pøÃSpäill, - 693 01:16:44,680 --> 01:16:47,115 the core of my life. niin sitta se øn meikän Iresküøllste. 694 01:17:32,280 --> 01:17:37,275 Now we are in Africa, in some small Spanish town. 695 01:17:40,320 --> 01:17:42,231 Here it was stuff. 696 01:17:42,920 --> 01:17:46,038 It's a great product. 697 01:17:51,280 --> 01:17:54,750 Smoke a hit of it, so… 698 01:18:00,240 --> 01:18:03,915 Check it out here. Hey, hey, hey! 699 01:18:04,600 --> 01:18:08,309 We have pole, pole! Heroin! 700 01:18:17,920 --> 01:18:20,196 Why do you want to try it? 701 01:18:21,640 --> 01:18:23,597 Why do you think? 702 01:18:24,360 --> 01:18:27,000 Why? - There the hair dryer 703 01:18:30,440 --> 01:18:35,799 Seriously. Why? - Of course I want to try. 704 01:18:36,600 --> 01:18:40,434 But why? - Don't know. I want to light up. 705 01:19:27,760 --> 01:19:31,833 It is difficult to change one's lifestyle. Se on Vaikea Vailrtaa vaidatikapa, - 706 01:19:32,440 --> 01:19:34,431 To change it completely. change your seat completely. 707 01:19:35,000 --> 01:19:37,958 It doesn't just work like that. It doesn't happen in the blink of an eye. 708 01:19:38,360 --> 01:19:40,476 Man must ha grain, - You have to want it, - 709 01:19:40,640 --> 01:19:42,517 Marin you give. mint more than anything else. 710 01:19:43,320 --> 01:19:46,915 Inte bli' rädd och fly. And don't fucking get scared and run away. 711 01:19:48,040 --> 01:19:49,713 Therefore har så många fina grejer - That's why it's ruined - 712 01:19:49,920 --> 01:19:51,752 gätt åt helvete many good drinks. 713 01:19:53,440 --> 01:19:58,435 Våra pengar tog slut och vi åkte hem till Finland. 714 01:19:59,440 --> 01:20:03,195 Two weeks later Jani was arrested. 715 01:20:03,400 --> 01:20:09,840 Han åkte in och ut i prisons i åratal. 716 01:20:16,200 --> 01:20:18,430 Jag ska bygga en liten stuga - Miejønnelrkisinne Vilreriäi - 717 01:20:18,600 --> 01:20:21,353 säää, med Gröna ängar omring. a little mälrin for ralrenna. 718 01:20:24,640 --> 01:20:27,996 I don't go back. Scared :ii/len bucks - 719 01:20:29,280 --> 01:20:32,159 Ett staket av trä före. a wooden fence in front and - 720 01:20:33,240 --> 01:20:37,791 En hög mur av sten bakom. there will be a tall stone wall, and - 721 01:20:39,120 --> 01:20:41,396 En hustru skulle jag ha. I have a wife and - 722 01:20:44,080 --> 01:20:46,515 Vi skulle inte vara rika, - not øø køvin Ilirveesti ralraa, - 723 01:20:46,560 --> 01:20:49,029 utan leva ett enkelt liv that' time Vaatimatønta elâmââ; matte - 724 01:20:50,880 --> 01:20:53,394 Men vi skulle vara lycklinga. kailrki an ønnellkia and - 725 01:20:56,280 --> 01:21:01,514 jag skulle gå tilljohbet - I visited Pi/(ku duuni - 726 01:21:03,920 --> 01:21:06,480 fem dagar i week. On the fifth day in Wkø. 727 01:21:08,800 --> 01:21:11,792 That's how I imagine myself. Still, that's how I see myself. 728 01:21:14,640 --> 01:21:16,517 jag skulle inte länger vara jag, - Minna is not living, - 729 01:21:16,680 --> 01:21:19,035 utan en helt annan person mie øisinjøku other lien/account.